I pretty much hate bills and money. We have been discussing the fact that I might have to stay home with the baby (which I would be totally okay with), we were trying to figure out what our budget would be like if we only had Jared's income. Well let me tell you, it sucks. We could probably do it, but it would be very hard. I guess I just need to put this in the Lord's hands and he will help us out when we need it. I would love to stay home, it is my ultimate goal. I don't want Jared to be stressed though. Well we will just keep praying and just see what happens.